Let the stars be our witness by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
Literature
Let the stars be our witness
The soft rhythm of your deep voice against my ears,
The distinct ideas of your arms rapped tightly around me,
Cuddling in a warm blanket,
Gazing at the millions of stars.
You call me your babe,
Tell me that I am beautiful,
Show your love,
Reasure your protection...
All in such a sweet way.
I'd run till my feet bled,
Till my breath came to almost nothing,
If it meant seeing you tonight baby.
You name such a star after me,
'Cause you say I'm special.
You want to kill anyone who does me wrong...
I haven't felt this good,
In so long...
I want to lay in the grass,
With your lips touching mine.
I want to feel your warmth,
As you
The moon will keep us close... by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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The moon will keep us close...
You're confused babe,
I can tell without a doubt.
You're thinking of not giving us a try,
It would be too hard,
We'd miss each other every day.
"I'm looking at the stars,"
You say to me.
So I myselft walk to the door,
To stand on my back porch.
"Yeah, they're beautiful tonight."
I told him.
"Look at the moon, it's full."
"I see it too. It's ironic,"
He tells me,
"How we're so far apart,
But we see the same moon..."
And it was then when I knew,
My heart would be broken,
If we wouldn't be together.
'Cause that moon will keep us close,
She'll be the one to stop the loneliness.
Baby, I need you.
You make the bad things melt,
Don't be fooled by the smile,
On this face so pure,
For behind it's glow,
Lay days of flowing tears,
And decievement.
Behind it's comfort,
You shall understand the pain.
Once I was lost in the darkness,
The darkness of the light.
I was captivated, mesmerized,
Broken, forgotten.
Beatin' down, pushed around.
But one day I seen his hand,
Stretched out infront of me.
And from the weary, cold, darkness,
He pulled me from the depth,
He rescued me from my pain.
And today I find myself a-new,
I find myself proud, filled iwht beauty.
Today I find myself loved...
An Ocean's Depth... by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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An Ocean's Depth...
I sense your emotions,
Your nerves quiver endlessly.
Images of lust and pleasure,
Well, they fill your mind.
But I am already yours.
Kiss me with eyes so closed,
Never fail to look me deep.
It won't take much,
You'll have me at one glance.
A word becomes a command,
I'm kneeling at your side.
Take my hand,
Shelter me from the storm.
My eyes,
My heart,
My soul,
Baby it's an ocean's depth.
My secrets & my pains lay deep beneath,
And with but a single gesture,
You shall gaze through me head to toe...
Take me away<3
Such a precious voice... by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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Such a precious voice...
I awoke from a perfect slumber,
A slumber where I saw you.
I awoke and a frown became of my face,
You weren't there by my side like I had once seen...
I forced myself out of bed,
The day seemed meaningless to go through now,
But I knew it had to be done.
So I spent the entire day thinking of you,
Dreaming of you,
Talking of you.
The day went by so quickly with you in mind,
I was again joyful.
You were my only thought,
My only care in the world...
When the time came,
And I was finally home,
I ran for the phone,
And dialed your number.
THere was no answer...
So I sat in my room,
My eyes steadily watching Titanic,
Oh how it
Something Special by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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Something Special
When I lost all hope,
When I thought I was about to turn and leave,
I seen your face, your beautiful face...
My heart itched to say something to you,
To make you notice me,
But my mind screamed no,
It was all too soon...
But I took my mind and beat it to a pulp,
And I said hello.
To my surprise you kept talking to me,
Something I didn't expect...
An amazing evening went by so fast,
A moment of pure magic,
A time of miracle,
The way you smiled made my problems fade...
You seemed so interested,
So in depth.
When you looked at me,
I could see you actually looking into my eyes...
The way you talked,
The way you smiled,
Made
For thousands of years,
My soul has walked the earth.
It has felt passion and love,
As much as it has seen blood shed and tears.
Every body my soul has become,
Has lived a different life,
Over come different things.
But one thing was shared during each life,
Something so special,
So pure & fragile.
My other half.
Whether it had been a short encounter,
Or a life's gesture,
My soul in each life was able to see,
The one it lived for.
I shall never know who I once was,
The great things I did,
Or the wrongs I made,
But I do know that he was the greatest part,
Of my every life.
He was the one thing death could not take,
The one
Bleed Just To Know I'm Alive by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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Bleed Just To Know I'm Alive
The words ring in my ears,
Like wind chimes on a breeze filled day,
The words of pain & humiliation,
His words.
They bid me to my last vow of life,
Of the little I have left,
To one thing;
He will suffer,
As I have suffered.
He will feel pain,
As I have felt pain.
He will cry,
As I have cried.
But He will not die, oh no.
He will feel every bit I have felt in a imense moment,
He will beg & plea,
But no one will come to his cries.
For these are the demons of my past,
The demons trapped within me,
That only I hear,
That only I control.
Those demons are the very ones he has created within me,
And as they say "What goes aroun
All broken inside,
as well as out.
He cries all alone,
in the darkness of fate.
Abandoned by everyone,
with no one by his side,
there he lies,
immobile,
on the freezing floor,
where his very mother
left him to die.
He asks of god
to give him love,
and unexpectedly,
he fell into the most deepest,
and yet most comforting sleep.
There he lies,
all alone and dry.
There they find him,
still immobile,
but this time dead
on the frozen floor.
In the bag which they carry him in,
There he lies,
still desperate for love
as they take him away.
At his unattended funeral,
there he lies unloved and forgotten...
My Eyes
What my eyes seek
And what they see
Are nothing the same...
My eyes seek love,
But they see nothing
But false hope...
My eyes seek happiness,
But they see nothing
But tears...
My eyes seek peace,
But they see nothing
But violence...
My eyes seek for you,
But they see nothing
But the mistake...
Last but not least,
My eyes seek
Change and freedon,
But they see nothing
But pain and death...
He Found Another ... by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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He Found Another ...
She broke his heart into a million pieces,
Stepped out into the night without any goodbyes,
Still he says he loves her,
that she'll always be the one,
No word from her since that night
It's been over a year & still he thinks she'll come back
He threw away his life,
Waiting for an answer that never came.
I try to set him straight,
Make him realize that she found another,
That she no longer loves him,
But he always says,
she's just to scared to love him...
And one day i made it clear to him,
and he agreed.
We then became good friends,
told each other everything...
And that is when i fell in love,
i tried my hardest to not sh
You were there ... by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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You were there ...
When I needed help,
You were there.
And when I needed sunshine,
He gave me rain …
When I needed a friend,
You were there.
And When I needed to be held,
He walked away …
When I needed advice,
You were there.
And when I needed love,
He ran away …
When I needed him,
He wasn't there,
But you were there.
You were there …
The Story Of A Tortured Soul by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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The Story Of A Tortured Soul
When children are born, everyone around them are smiling and are joyful. They are happy to see a new life being born. But when I was born, it was like I never existed, I was never there. After my mother gave birth to me, she refused to hold me. She said I was a mistake, and told
the doctors to take me away, until it was time to leave. A few days later, my parents took
me home. Not even caring, they put me in the car, no baby seat, no seat belt. Nothing. Luckily,
my 13 year old sister and my 14 year old brother were there, and they took care of me. For
the next 8 years, my brother and sister never left home, they lived there just to p
Je regarde autour de moi... by XsweetlyXinnocentX, literature
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Je regarde autour de moi...
Je regarde autour de moi
Il n'est pas comme autrefois.
Le monde se pointent du doigt,
Notre Dieu nous aime pour quoi?
Nous avons invente la carabine,
Pour qu'ont puissent facilement gagner les guerres.
Comme les enfants qui se bat pour des mines,
Nous tuons pleins de monde pour la terre.
Les enfants pleurent, les enfants meurent.
Mais si la paix gagne et que l'amour demeure,
Dieu aura une raison pour etre notre sauveur!
D'apres moi,
Le monde est mort.
Alors fais moi un faveur;
Regarde avec tes yeux qui sont des soleils,
Dites moi qu'il y a des millions qui meurent,
Que tout les gens du monde sont pareils,
Et demande au bon Di
I don't need a guy
Who had money,
Who has a car,
Who has good looks.
I dont need a guy
Who is self-centered,
Who is selfish,
Who is rude.
Because I need a guy
Who is sweet,
Who cares,
Who is there for me.
I need a guy
Who will hold me in his arms,
Who will love me...
But what i really need is you ...
In my hands,
I hold a letter.
I read the words,
Over and over.
These words speak,
Of nothing special,
Of nothing touching.
But these few words,
Mean more to me,
Than you think.
For this letter,
Was given to me,
From You.
And for this letter,
To have been written,
Means that i must
Have been on your mind.
In my hands,
I hold your letter ...
She saw the shadow,
Thinking it was only her friend's.
But once she saw the face,
Of nothing ever known to man,
She screamed at the top of her lungs,
And in a matter of seconds,
She was dead.
The creature then moved on,
To the person in the other corner.
As it approached the pertrified man,
It opened it's mouth,
And in another matter of seconds,
He followed his friends fate ...
All alone she cried
as darkness filled her soul
he left her with no goodbye
with no one to hold
as she ran through the rain
with nothing but lightning by her side
she dropped to her knees
and screamed with all her life
He left her with nothing
and no one even cares
hopeless with her heart broken
she feels his presence
and yet still she cries all alone
She lies there
on the watered ground
waiting for an answer
which will never come ...
If I... faded away, would you remember me?
If I... dissappeared, would you miss me?
If I... died, would you feel sorrow?
If I... left, would you wait for me?
If I... said I was sorry, would you forgive me?
If I... said I loved you, would you love me back?
If I... If I... wasn't here... would you take me back?
If I... would do anything for you, would you want me?
Impatiently awaiting rain,
Clouds slide across the sky,
Like spirits searching for a resting place,
Mustering up enough painful memories to cry
themselves alive, Losing myself at the first
sound of thunder, Flashes of distinct mental imagery
like a racing slide show, Visions of the watery eyes
of tortured souls in the sky, Fade from focus,
Interrupted by my Screaming, "Do the dead not blink?!"
As the down poor commences.
I am a Shard of Your Dream, A Fragment of Your Mind and A Manifestation of Your Fantasy...
I am Everything Your Desire, Your Deepest Passion and Your Most Secret Lust...
I am With You Through Out The Night...
And I am gone when you wake...
I am your Yet To Be, your Happily Ever After...
I am your One And Only, the One That Are Yours...
I am the Best of Your Life...
And I am gone when you wake...
Deepest of blue eyes, only to have know the pure wilds of the open prairies.
All youve ever heard, the faint howls at a hinted glimpse of lingering moonlight from the star scape tapestry in the skies above.
Are but brilliant etchings upon my dearest visions and whispered truth through my broken word. Journeyed through this sacred life, all I may take with me is the remnants of all you have left behind.
Where fallen dreams reign, vast choirs sing with your diversions of innocence.. we forever may share this eternity linked through these two minds, entangled.. but the endless threads of fate are but simply Impossible to break.
Current Residence: Forest, Canada Favourite genre of music: Anything With Good Lyrics Favourite photographer: Me? lol MP3 player of choice: My beloved Ipod, of which I never leave for school without... Favourite cartoon character: Stewie - Family Guy Personal Quote: "Loose One Friend..Loose All Friends..Loose Yourself"
Favourite Movies
Every "Saw" movie, I love Jig Saw's mind...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Seether<3, Creed & Hinder
Favourite Writers
S.E. Hinton, author of "The Outsiders"
Other Interests
Poetry, Staring out the window, The woods, Nature, Dreaming and Books
Well, an update maybe?
Home update :So far, I haven't been sleeping at my new home for a good 3 weeks or so now. Do I like? Yeah, I do. My step dad's been a bit... on an outrage. There for I chose to stay at my other house. The place I will always consider home, no matter where I go.
Pet Update : My puppies are now 8 and half weeks old! They are getting so big. Freedom looks the most like a german shepherd, where as Mya looks like a husky. My mom is happy about her looking like a husky, because she's always wanted a husky named Mya. So she's pretty much has her dream. lol Psycho and Fatso (my cats)... their just the same loving creatures th
Well I am single once again. It's been a few weeks actually. My life is breezing by pretty swiftly if I must say so myself lol.
Just finally when I get a dog, my mom decides to "leave" my step dad. Now that's a laugh. If she really does leave him, I'll owe her an appalogy. But until then, I know it won't happen.
I am hopefully going to the city next weekend to meet up with someone. Something may turn out of it, or maybe not. Who knows. But I've got my eye on him, and his are on me... But it may not even work out.
None the less, my limewire isn't working and I can't download anymore of my music. Which sucks, cause I need new material!! lol
I've been very inactive on this beautiful site since the end of June... I've written poetry all summer long, but never got the chance to post it... I'll try to keep it up for the rest of the year thought ;)!
At camp, I met two amazingly awesome guys. Joe and Brandon. They changed my world lol. Not completely, but parts of it. With Joe, I learned many knew things and with Brandon I learned to appreciate my life, for different reasons. They are great friends... :)
I got two new kittens. Ponyboy & Two-Bit (yes, from the great and wonderful novel "The Outsiders" by S.E. Hinton). They were very very cute. But... they died. Saturday, Two-Bit died